Wednesday, October 18, 2006

Can Can

A can of coke lying on the street. As innocuous as that.

Kevin had seen the can, he was only two feet away. He'd also seen of them walk towards it and raise his leg, to cursh the can. The way you do it back home. Kevin wanted to shout, Hey, be careful. Check it out first!

Too late.

When the boot touched the can, it blasted. A powerful bomb exploded.

Kevin flew from the power of the blast, together with dust, shrapnel, riffles, and ten soldiers.

The first casualty was Kevin’s ears. The high-pitched blast caused stinging pain inside them. Ringing...piercing ringing inside them. He didn’t even know where he landed. He pressed his ears with his hands, hoping, waiting, for the pain and the sound to subside.

Dust settled. The pain receded. Kevin heard cries from the torn bodies of the soldiers. Another pain took over him. More solid pain. He looked down. Touching his body with his hands. Chest, abdomen, all unharmed.

He moved down. Hips unbroken. Knees intact. But nothing after that. No feet. Only plethora of blood flowing, forming puddles.

He closed his eyes and screamed. Pain and anger converging in his scream. Fury descending. Regret maybe.

This was his last patrol. He was going home. Last night, he’d a wet dream. His lover was waiting for him.

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Tuesday, October 10, 2006

The Book

[The story I've worked for over two days. Warning: it's 3100 long, and is a horror story. Enjoy, if you can tolerate that.]

The Book

The book had moved.

Kevin was staring at it, the book sitting on top of the drawer in the hall. He was on the middle of the stairs, on the way down to kitchen from his bedroom to prepare dinner. Just two hours back, he’d stashed the book inside the drawer in the hall and put several books on top of it. Somehow the book had managed to come out.

Who could have done it? No one lived in the house. Ever since Aurora had left, no one had walked through that door.

Did the book have a life of its own?

His heart began to thump. He could feel chill run down his spine. He ran down, turn left on the landing, away from where the book was, and ran inside the kitchen. There, after pouring wine in a glass, he emptied it in one gulp.

If he had whiskey, he’d have drunk that too. But he didn’t stock any liquor. This one was Aurora’s purchase. When she was around, they’d sometimes enjoy inebriated evenings. The wine was good enough though. Immediately, he felt his calm returning. He paced about, inside his kitchen, while pouring more wine in the glass.

That damn book is cursed, he thought. He should never have purchased it. Ok, it had reminded him of Aurora. It was from one of her favourite. It was a bestseller also, and was proudly exhibited as one in the store.

That’s why he purchased it. Otherwise, this whole horror genre wasn’t his cup of tea. The writing was awful. But this book, like other books from the same writer, was very scary. That was part of the reason why he’d abandoned it midway through it.

****

“Honey,” Kevin said. He was standing at the entrance to the bedroom. He was already in his pyjamas, ready to go to bed. Aurora had work tomorrow. She worked in a bookstore, where she got lot of books for him in a discount. Kevin was hoping for some cuddles and kisses, possible sex before sleeping.

But Aurora was engrossed on a book. That writer again, what was his name, Finbar O’Connor. Kevin hated Irish writers, but she seemed to love his books. Kevin had read just one. He’d found it too scary to continue.

“Honey!” Kevin said again. Aurora was sitting on a sofa.

She looked up and said, “I’m not feeling tired. You can go to bed, I’ll join you later.”

She went back to reading. Not lingering her eyes on Kevin, to see what his reaction would be.

He didn’t know what to make of this. She’d changed so much recently. Gone were the days when they’d sit on the same sofa, their bodies entangled, reading aloud a book. Aurora liked to read. Her soft voice would read for an hour. Kevin would take over, but she wouldn’t be interested in what he was reading. She’d start kissing his neck, then his fingers. When he stopped, lowered the book, she’d move up and start kissing his lips. Soon, they’d be making love on the sofa.

Aurora liked to drink wine after that. She said it warmed her even more. And she wouldn’t mind another bout of what they’d enjoyed. But Kevin wanted was a quick shower and return to books. They would compromise. Some nights, he’d drink wine and pass out, hopelessly drunk. Half a bottle would be more than enough for him. He never drank that much. Never had.

Sometimes, they’d read more. Aurora would soon feel tired and pass out. He’d carry her upstairs and tuck her inside the duvet.

Kevin felt he’d scarified so much for Aurora. Ever since he’d met her in a bookstore and started dating her, he’d gone out, met her friends. He’d even invited some of them at his house for a party. This was a big change for Kevin. He loved his secluded life. He didn’t have many friends, except for couple of his cousins and his schoolmates. But Aurora was a special girl. Like him, she loved to spend hours reading books, wrote poetry, and hated TV and computers. That’s why he thought they had a future together.

After Aurora had gone back to reading, Kevin turned around and started climbing the stairs. His eyes were rheumy. He felt like crying. With his hand on the banister, he dragged himself upstairs.

He got to the bed, switched off all the lights in his bedroom and got to bed. Too hell with her. If she didn’t care for him, why should he give a damn. He’d learned to ignore her. He’d play hard too. Maybe she’d change after that. She’d given him enough hard time recently. Yesterday, especially, as she’d disappeared the whole night and hadn’t even called her. Lately, she’d even started coming home late from work, had dinner outside, and didn’t inform Kevin.

In the morning, when Kevin got up, he realized Aurora hadn’t even joined him in the bed. Had she gone out, not returned?

He jumped out of bed and went out of his room. He checked two other rooms upstairs. One was his library, other the seldom used guest room. She wasn’t there. He ran downstairs and stopped before entering the living room. The door was open, like he’d left it last night. Standing at the entrance, he saw Aurora sleeping on the sofa. She’d manage to get a blanket from upstairs.

She was sleeping soundly. Thank god, Kevin thought. All his running around hadn’t disturb her sleep. He would have hated himself if that had happened. He turned around and tiptoed upstairs.

After brushing his teeth, he came down. He had made up his mind. He’d apologize to Aurora. He should have left the lights on. In fact, last night he should have come up to Aurora, kissed her, and carried her to the bedroom after she’d said she wasn’t tired.

He switched on the kettle and toasted bread. Aurora would be leaving for work in an hour. He’d have to organize breakfast before that.

He was taking butter out of the fridge when Aurora walked in. She’d slept on her jeans. Her hair was lank and she was yawning.

“Honey!” Kevin said.

She turned away, looking at the window. It was a hot summer day. The sun was already out.

“What’s wrong?” Kevin asked, closing the fridge. “I’m sorry about last night. I shouldn’t have switched off the light.”

“No, don’t worry about that,” Aurora said. “I have something important to tell you. I wanted to say it last night but I just couldn’t.”

Kevin got up. What could be that important?

“I..I’m moving out, Kev. I don’t want to live with you anymore.”

“What?” Kevin shouted. This was the last thing he expected to hear from Aurora. Not after that they’d done together. “Why?”

“I’m bored. You read and read, and that’s all you do all your life. You don’t work. You don’t want to go out. I’ve tried to adjust but it’s all a bit too much for me.”

Kevin’s mouth gaped in shock. Tears appeared in his eyes. This coming from a girl who he’d proposed to marry. All right, she hadn’t agreed, but she’d said she was postponing only. She’d told him to propose after six months time.

And she’d said before it didn’t matter to her if he worked or not. It was fine with her. He wasn’t living in benefits. His parents had left him a small fortune. Even the house Aurora was living now, belonged to Kevin’s parents. She didn’t need to pay rent here. Where would she live? Where would she go?

Kevin wanted to hug her and say she shouldn’t say such nasty things. They were right for each other. In fact, he’d even get a job if that was what she wanted.

“Kevin!” Aurora said when she saw Kevin stare at him, without saying anything. “I’m moving out today, instead of going to work.”

“But how can you do this to me? What will you go?”

“I’m staying with my friend. You need not worry.”

“Which friend?”

Aurora didn’t answer. She turned around and left. After few minutes, Kevin heard noises coming from upstairs, sound of wardrobe door opening and closing, bags landing on the floor. Seated on a chair, hands on his face, Kevin started weeping. All his dreams was ending. His life he thought was coming to an end.

It took an hour for Aurora to pack. She called a cab and moved out, carrying the bag without Kevin’s help.

******

Kevin had already finished half of the wine. He was sitting on the chair thinking what he should do with the book. It wasn’t the first time the book had moved. After he’d stopped reading it, he’d stacked it on the shelf. He wanted to it collect dust. He wanted to forget all about it. But in the evening, the book was sitting on top of the side table in his bedroom.

At first, he’d thought it was some other book. But the green cover, with Finbar O’Connor embossed on it, instantly reminded him of the book. He’d thought long and hard where he’d last kept it. When he was sure it was in the library, he ran outside with the book. He went downstairs and unsure what to do with it, kept it in the top most drawer. That was two days back. It was evening time. Tomorrow morning, he’d thought of throwing it away.

During the day, he’d forgotten all about it. He tended the garden whole day. Working hard to mow the grass, water the plants, and later, had cleaned his shed. He’d wiped dust of all the books that occupied the shed.

In the evening, when he came out of the living room, after read a chapter of a new novel he’d purchased, he saw the book lying on the top of the drawer. His hands had shaken, sweat had appeared on his eyebrow, but it was nothing like tonight. He’d angrily punched the book, cursed it, then wrapped it around in a plastic, and put several books on top of it, before shutting the drawer.

“I dare you to come out,” he’d said after that. In the morning, when he saw nothing on top of the drawer, he’d smirked.

But after spending the entire day locked up in his bedroom, reading a book, he’d come down to find the book out.

Never had anything scared him so much.

Why is it doing this thing to me, Kevin thought. He even regretted it bringing the book home. It was all Aurora’s fault. He had enjoyed the parts he’d read, although the writing was crap. The plot was about an evil character called Lucifer, the main protagonist. In the novel, he searches the entire globe looking for a soul mate. In the process, he encounters forces that oppose him. The twists and turns were all gory, but they’d engrossed Kevin. He’d thought of Aurora as he read and realized just why she was so hooked to Finbar’s novel. Finally, when Lucifer found love, Kevin was shocked. Her name was also Aurora. How very funny, he’d thought.

But now at least Kevin had hoped Lucifer would end the killing. The novel would contain romance. No. When the gory details returned, Kevin had stopped reading.

****

Aurora was smiling, almost giggling. She was sitting on a bench, outside a shopping center. Someone was caressing her forehead. That hand then moved to her long, blonde hair. Aurora touched the hand. Their fingers locked together and they kissed, tender and soft, but not for long.

In front of them, behind them, the place was packed with shoppers. Kevin had grinded to a halt seeing Aurora. Now, seeing the kiss, anger inside him started shimmering. He wanted to walk up to where Aurora was sitting and strike her. Tire away her face.

When they stopped kissing, Kevin looked to see who the other person was. Had he seen him before? No.

When they got up and started walking, Kevin realized the other person was a female. Her hair was short and crop. She was wearing boots underneath black jeans. Aurora was in a Sapphic relationship. Barely a week after she’d left Kevin. The rage inside Kevin started to boil. He’d never loved anyone so much as he’d loved Aurora. But she’d led him down, in fact even cheated on him.

But instead of confronting her, Kevin decided to follow them.

They walked holding hands. The other girl was shorter than Aurora but she had a bigger frame. Her shoulders were very manly. What was wrong with me, thought Kevin. Was I not man enough? Sex wasn’t at the top of Kevin’s agenda. He preferred only once a week. Everyday was a distraction for him. Anyway, he loved it when they sat on the sofa, cuddling each other, reading books. Even Aurora had said she loved that.

After ten minutes walk, they entered a house. At the door, Kevin saw the girl’s hand on Aurora’s buttock, squeezing it. Kevin gripped his fists tight. Punched the air.

He decided to walk up to the house, seeing the curtains drawn. When he was in front of it, he tiptoed up to the door. When he turned the doorknob, the door opened. It wasn’t locked. He went in.

There was noise coming from the living room. He stopped to sample the sound. It was Aurora. “Oh babe! Come on. Yeah!” she was screaming.

He reached the door, looked into the room. He saw a naked Aurora on a sofa. Her breast clutched by the butch woman. Her other hand was in between Aurora’s legs. She herself was topless.

Kevin couldn’t think after that. Why should he? His life was finished. His love had humiliated him.

“You fucking woman!” he shouted and entered the room. He looked around, for something to strike Aurora with. When he saw an iron lying on the floor, he grabbed it. Made a dash towards her.

They disentangled quickly, with shock ridden all over their face. Aurora grabbed her top, shouted, “Kevin! What are you doinggg….”

She was starting to look up, to see where Kevin was, before her head wobbled, backwards and forewords. Kevin had garnered all the strength he could in raising the iron high and striking Aurora with it. On her forehead.

She collapsed on the floor, screaming. Blood streamed out from the large crack the iron had managed to create on her forehead. Her hands and legs were flailing. Kevin wanted to strangler her. He didn’t even want to hear her scream. But the other woman hit Kevin with a bottle. It struck him on his back and he staggered foreword, several steps.

The woman struck him again. This time on the back of his head. He dropped the iron, crumpled down on the floor, and started blurting, “you…you bitch.”

The girl saw him close his eyes. Then, his limp body lay still on the floor. She looked at the Aurora. Blood was still streaming out from her wound. Her hands were still flailing. She didn’t know what to do.

Aurora!” she screamed and moved over to where she was. She touched Aurora’s body. She was starting to get cold. She had to call ambulance.

She got up and searched for her mobile phone. She ran upstairs. Searched her bedroom, toilet, and then realized, it was must in the kitchen. When she ran down, on the landing, the same iron that had struck Aurora thumped her face. She crashed on the stairs, holding her face.

Kevin smacked her face once again, breaking her hands.

When he knew both of them were dead, he waited for the nightfall. At the back garden, he checked if it was safe for him to dig and bury the bodies. There were several trees bordering the compound of the girl’s house from her neighbours. It was safe.

Whole night, until five in the morning, he dug and dug. Finally, at six, he came inside. He was so tired, he collapsed in the living room of the girl’s house and slept there the whole day.

Kevin was surprised no one had come to question him after that. But he shouldn’t be, as he led a very secluded life.

*******

In the kitchen, one of the windows suddenly sprung open. Wind gushed inside. He got up from the chair but was too late to stop a bottle of jar containing pickle dropping on the floor. The bottle broke and the pickle started pouring on the floor.

“Shit!” Kevin shouted. He hated cleaning, even though everything in his house was clean and he scrubbed everything at least once a week. He was drunk also. He hated working when he was like this.

It’s that damn book, Kevin thought. Ever since it had entered the house, he’d heard strange noises. In the first day, even before he’d started reading the book, he heard a knock on his living room window. He’d looked out. Saw nobody. He’d even gone outside to check. Still no one.

There was no knock after that, but the kitchen door creaked open. The door is usually closed after Kevin’s had his dinner. He stopped reading his book and listened. Then, he heard footsteps on the stairs. After a minute, he heard someone treading on the bedroom room.

Picking up an old dagger than hung on the wall of his living room, he’d run around the house searching. There was no one. Even in the attic, there was nothing except his books and his parents’ artifacts.

After that, he bolted all the doors and windows. He’d been doing that since then. How that window opened, he didn’t no idea.

He kicked the bottle of pickle. “You piece of shit,” Kevin shouted.

It wasn’t the jar his anger was directed at, it was the book. That book demands to be read, he thought. It was nothing but a piece of fiction, a bestseller. Did it have the same effect on all its readers?

Kevin had stopped reading when Aurora had ditched Lucifer, seeing his devilish side. She’d run away. Lucifer went after him, and when he found her, in the arms of another woman, Kevin had stopped. It was too much of a coincidence.

He went into the hall. The book had again moved. It was standing, with its spine facing Kevin. He heard the window slam again. He’d forgotten to close it.

He moved towards the book, with his hands stretched forward, palms opened, fingers spread, just in case the book attacked him. When he close, he grabbed the book. Shut it. Turned around and entered the kitchen.

After grabbing a matchbox, he opened the other kitchen door that led him to the back garden. It was bright night outside. Full moon. He tore the book, let all the pages fall on the ground. He bent down, lit a match, and set the book on fire.

Kevin collapsed next to the fire, exhausted. All the effects of wine had worn off. He saw the fire, then the smoke. He felt satisfied. Finally, he’d succeeded.

Instead of going up, the smoke seem trapped. It started swirling around Kevin. A shape started forming. Legs, hands…

Kevin stared in horror. His heart started paining. It was stinging. He’d ever done that before. It was too painful. When the smoke formed the face, Kevin collapsed on the floor. His hands were pressing his heart, his mouth gaping, with saliva dripping out.

****

A week later, Kevin’s cousin got the coroner’s verdict. Kevin had died of a heart attack.

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Thursday, October 05, 2006

The Therapy

They were all in there, huddled together in a sofa. Three souls waiting, with their hearts thumping, for the doctor to arrive.

Emma’s dad was holding her hand. His other hand sometimes nervously wiped his face, sometimes, held her mum’s hand. She sat at the other end of the sofa.

Unable to bear the torture, he got up. Walked towards the window, looked out, then returned. Emma and her mum stared at him, speechless, tensed.

Six months of torment was finally culminating now. It had started with a cut on his thumb. The trickle of blood from the wound had refused to stop. A simple visit to the doctor led to further checks. Expert opinions were sought. Then they dropped the bomb. He had a cancer. Needed chemotherapy.

Now, after many rounds of it, he was bald. His muscular figure had emaciated. Worst, it had rendered Emma's loving dad moody and violent. Several times, he’d even attacked both of them. The house too bore the scars, with broken furniture, broken dishes, and torn clothes all over the place.

This couldn’t continue any longer. It had destroyed their lives.

But what if the treatment had to continue? What would they do? They couldn’t abandon him, but this couldn’t continue also. No way.

They hoped for better news. News that his cancer was cured. Or else, her mum had made her feeling clear to Emma last night. It’d be better for him to die soon. They both had tears in abundance when she said that.

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Wednesday, October 04, 2006

A Budding Star

Hamish always looked forward to the last bell of the day. The chime would mean the end of studies. Three-thirty p.m. Time for a quick munch and rush off to play.

Although he sat at the back of his classroom, he usually was the first out of the room. He’d stash away his books, sprint to the front of the class, where the doors were located, and run out. Everyone knew. Hamish cared more for football and rugby than studies. The weakest boy in the class excelled in the field of play.

Today, when the bell rang, piles of papers, books, and pencils lay on top of his desk. It was a drawing class. Their teacher had sat on his table, at the front of the class, and he’d asked all his students to draw him. He even added a twist, holding a pencil with his mouth, pretending to smoke.

The sound of bell stirred Hamish from his work. He was surprised he’d allowed so much stuff to accumulate on his table. Normally, as time ebbed towards the close of study, he’d slowly start packing up. When the bell rang, he’d only have a book and a pen on the table.

The drawing had engrossed him. He looked at what he’d drawn. The shape produced with just his pencil had a thick, black moustache, small, Chinese eyes, and black, silky hair. Hamish thought the drawing resembled his teacher. It wasn’t a bad job.

The cigarette had been little difficult to add, making him erase drawing he’d done earlier. But the puff of smoke he’d imagined and drawn, fitted in nicely. He’d even added the classroom and the backs of his classmates, as he’d seen from his table.

His teacher had earlier gone around the class passing comments on their work. He’d see Hamish sketch and said, “Interesting. You’re better than I thought.”

The comment sparked Hamish’s interest even more. Very rarely he got positive comments from his teachers. He didn’t even know how he’d passed exams and managed to reach class seven. He rarely did his homework and never studied more then required.

After the comment, Hamish had concentrated even harder. Delicately, he used his hand, drawing slowly, and erasing when he wasn’t happy with the effort. From time to time, he analysed the sketch, observed the sight of his teacher, and putting all his effort into it, carved out the drawing. The thing was precious to Hamish now. He’d worked as hard as he’d done to win football matches.

With the class over, his classmates started showing their work to each other. Ronan sat closest to him and he was stretching his neck to see Hamish’s product.

He lifted the paper. Ronan studied it for a moment, eyes glued, and let out a smile. Hamish knew he’d surprised his friend. Otherwise, Ronan would have already passed a negative comment. Instead, he asked, “Why aren’t you rushing off?”

“I will,” Hamish said, keeping the drawing inside one of his books.

“You’ll have to give that to the teacher. He’ll mark you.”

“Oh, that’s right. Finally, I think I might pass at something. What do you think?” Hamish asked.

Ronan pursed his lips. Hamish knew Ronan didn’t appreciate getting beaten at his own game. The guy was hopeless at sports, was average in studies, but painting was his forte. Hamish didn’t want to antagonise Ronan though. He was the only person who cared for him. The rest of the class never hung around with him. They even laughed at him whenever they got their chance. Once, they’d mocked his presence in the library. Hamish went there just to read sports magazines, not to show off he was interested in books. The magazines contained stories of his heroes, and after reading them, he loved drowning in reveries of how one day he’d be a sports star like them and have his story published.

The teacher was going around collecting the drawing. He arrived at Hamish and looked at his work. “Interesting!” he remarked.

Hamish was proud. He knew he’d be marked well. Maybe he’d even discovered another side of him. During the thirty minutes it’d taken him to draw, he’d enjoyed it as much as playing any games. It wasn’t the first time he’d sketched something, but he hadn’t put any effort before. He’d surprised himself by labouring so hard to produce this work.

When the teacher exited the classroom, after collecting all their work, students started filtering out. Hamish hadn’t even stashed a single book away. He saw the scene of them leaving and realised what a joker he must have looked everyday, rushing off when all his friends took their own time to get out. That’s why he was alone, he didn’t have friends.

But I shouldn’t be last person to exit, thought Hamish. Why not be in with them for once?

Hamish cleared his table and stood up, carrying his bag. Ahead of him, Ronan was talking to Damien. Ahead of them, a group of five students were buzzing like bees, discussing how difficult the assignment had been. They were imitating the teacher. Andy sat like how the teacher had done, with a pen in his mouth, eyes squinted, to appear Chinese. Hamish found this ridiculous. How could they do such a thing? These guys have no respect for the teacher.

He felt like slapping Andy. He was certainly strong enough to do it and ward of any challenges Andy might possess.

“Hey, Andy!” Hamish shouted. “You do that again and I’ll slap you.”

The seven students left in the class all stopped talking and stared at Hamish. “What did I do?” Andy asked, surprised at Hamish’s belligerent words.

“That thing you just did, to appear like our teacher. That’s not what you’ve been taught to do.”

“Like you care about him. Why aren’t you off already? What’s the matter? Or are you’re interested in studying now?”

The boys burst into laughter. Hamish looked around. Even Ronan was going hysterical. That’s why he didn’t appreciate any company. If he’d left early, he’d have finished munching his sandwich and would be changing into shorts, getting ready to play. There wouldn’t be all this disagreements and anger. But he knew he was right, they were wrong. The site of Ronan disgusted him more then anything.

“Shut up!” he shouted. The laughter abated. “You laugh again and I’ll beat all of you.”

With that, he pushed his way through the crowd and ran for the dinning hall.

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Tuesday, October 03, 2006

My Sunday

Last night, the loud sound of lighting plucked me out from my thin sleep. Not once but several times, the furious sky cried. Then, the wrath turned into rain, lashing the dry earth with full force. My windowpane wasn’t spared. But listening to the constant crackle from my bed was a blessing in disguise. My sleep soon returned.

This morning, the skies are still grey, rain threatens any moment, and the wind, not to be outdone, swoops freely. This all means my Sunday plans, to play tennis, to go walking along the canals from near where I stay to Camden Town, a walk to over an hour, lies in ruins. I’m trying to think of alternatives, but the only good thing to do is sit down and write this, and hope the elusive sun returns.

Sundays are always action packed days for me. I don’t want to be lazy today. I’m not one of those people who bring home large chunky newspaper and spend entire day reading it. I want to do something, and if nothing else, then at least clean the house or tend the garden. But yesterday, I left no stone unturned as I mercilessly scrubbed all the floors, windows, and the walls. Everything is spotless now. In fact, it shines. The house has been morphed, from a grimy edifice. It took me over two hours, and I needed a help from a friend to complete the task.

I was a proud man when, after finished work, with hands on my hips I was looking up at the house. It felt like your nerdy daughter had just changed into a glitzy, glamour girl.

In the morning, I opened my window to allow some air to come inside, so that it’d refresh my room. I was surprised that overnight the wind had become chillier. It disconcerted me in fact. I always feel it’s one of life’s the great tragedies to see summer end and winter creeping in. This summer, my life couldn’t have been better. From concerts in the park to air shows, outdoor camping, it was filled with activities. But now, the season is changing. Though autumn isn’t quite here, it’s almost over. The verdant garden of my house, as I look down from the window, is changing colour. I remember on Tuesday looking down from the window and thinking I felt like an autumn leaf. I had cold, fever, my strength was waning. Just like the leaf I was ready to fall off. But the wonders of the modern day medicine stepped in. I get to live. The leaves don’t.

But Hurray! as write this, the sun is trying to break through. The blue sky peaks through as clouds scuttle by. Perhaps my plans may materialize. My Sunday might be rescued. Yesterday, I was home all day. I need to go out today. I need to play tennis. I’ve always enjoyed the sports, and the game is like a addiction to me. I can’t bare Sunday without my tennis.

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